我要入乡随俗了，我的人品不好啊啊啊啊啊啊！（在这里，遇到任何倒霉的事，就说自己人品不好，幸运的话就有人品）
我和我的室友人品都不好！不然，我们的房间风水不好！！
她又再次不见脚车（一个月不见两次），我就学生证不见！最糟糕的是，补办学生证后，要等3天工作日，才能使用学生卡。重点是-------星期日开始放假8天！什么中秋和十一双佳节快乐？！我现在一点都不快乐！接下去的一个星期我要饿死或者穷死了咯！没有学生证，不用吃食堂！外面的食物又死鬼贵！我记得我离开家之前有拜拜的哦！为什么？！！！！！！
Thursday, September 27, 2012
Tuesday, September 25, 2012
Thursday, September 20, 2012
uni life--study abroad~~
现在我开始觉得出国留学是对的，虽然大家都来自不同的地方，但是我们是马来西亚人。
我是这样觉得，可能身在异乡吧，大家都会常常聚在一起，就算不说话，但是会有一种温暖的感觉。马来西亚，我们的家。用习惯了的语调交谈，说说只有身为马来西亚人才懂的“语言”。今天，我开始有中学大家坐在一起打打闹闹，上课坐在一起，偶尔聊一聊，不明白就问问身边的那个，他们总是愿意帮忙。大一，我们还有几堂课是一起上的，所以大家的感情还不错，以后希望我们再忙也会聚一聚，希望如此吧！之前我还会埋怨，为什么我要上微积分（1）+（2），现在我只觉得很庆幸，还有共同的课把我们连在一起。如果我没选择出国留学，我不会遇见他们，我可能还是过着和中学一样的生活，独自去上课，在班上和朋友随便聊一聊，独自回家，不敢出太多街，怕被骂，和朋友的关系就不会那么密切。虽然有时会觉得有沟通障碍，但是做一群人当中静静的那个也不错！至少到目前为止，我还是觉得留学是对的。要努力啦！
Monday, September 10, 2012
tsinghua,beijing,china
The first time I left my family and learn to be independent! Actually, I still in travel mood now, hehe!
erm, the hostel i stay in is quite small but multipurpose for me! bedroom, study room, kitchen, laundry, bla bla bla There are some workers here to mop the floor every 2 days but actually, it's still dirty after cleaning And, bed sheet cover will be changed every week! This is only thing I like about this hostel.
About food, I dont really like the food here, but at least there is my favorite food here--rice!!! The food in uni is really really cheap so still acceptable for me. That's why I bought a rice cooker, hope that the dishes I cook will be better than those in canteen XD (I regret why I didnt learn how to cook from my dear grandma and dad, I miss their food so much!!!!!)
Oh yeah, transport! We bought a bicycle. I bought a small small bicycle, I traded in it and bought a larger one yesterday. At last, I paid rmb490 on bicycle. Not worth at all but that was my fault as I didnt think twice when I bought the first one! Or maybe I will go to classroom on foot one day. The traffic here is crazy too.
study, haiz, everyone here crazy d, books, books, and still books! I have to be used to it. The books here are cheaper a lot than Malaysia!
The service here is really sucks! most of the workers here are not patient and rude! rude! rude!
*Why still no response?! I have to give up with it? It is fault from the beginning?!
Friday, September 7, 2012
突然想起
（这篇真的很没有营养，别看别看，我只是想找个地方把我想讲的话记录下来）
今天突然想起以前曾经发花痴的对象，没有任何原因，突然很想哭。
我不是因为乖而没有谈过恋爱，而是怪，但是为什么别人问起我是否有谈过恋爱时，我给的回答让他们把奇怪的眼神投在我身上？！我本来就不是个漂亮和讨人喜欢的女生！这样都看不出吗？！我一定要交男朋友，我的中学生涯才完整？！长到酱大没有人追是一件很丢脸的事情吗？！（有时候会看着身边的好朋友全都一对一对，我被逼做电灯泡或红娘时，或被别人批评时会pekcek一下下）
我时常被我认识或不认识的人投诉。“我的***讲你很凶叻！”，“我的***将你不好相处！”。。。等等类似的话。不然就，“我的***讲你怎样怎样！”我知道我不是一个讨人喜欢，圆滑，会把人际关系搞好的人，所以我有想过只要永远在实验室里与仪器作伴，我就不太需要常常与别人接触。在不懂什么情况之下，我又跑来读经济与金融，以后的职业应该必须要有很好的人际关系，应酬。我最不喜欢做的事情就是应酬，为了别人的眼光而改变自己，但这应该是生存的不变定律，为什么我要常常做我不喜欢的事？！我不想应酬时，别人就会觉得我冷漠高傲，但当我努力做个讨人喜欢的人时，别人却觉得我做作。拿捏分寸就是我真的非常不在行的事。我到底该怎么办才会让人喜欢？（虽然我懂，有人喜欢你，当然也有人讨厌你，不需太在意，但是这个问题我想了好久好久）
我会常常看一些正面或鼓励的短文或句子，不然我就会继续emo。
分享一段刚刚在fb看到的，“一生中有两条路要走，一条是必须走的路，一条是想要走的路。你一定要走完必须走的路，才能走你想要走的路。” 这句话让我觉得，必须走的路就是戴上假面具，应酬，赚够我下半辈子所需要的钱；要走的路就是自己一个人生活，不理别人怎么看，不需要迁就别人，自给自足，过自己想要的生活。
也许你会觉得我很无聊，想这些来干嘛？或者认为我很幼稚！随你，who care?!
今天突然想起以前曾经发花痴的对象，没有任何原因，突然很想哭。
我不是因为乖而没有谈过恋爱，而是怪，但是为什么别人问起我是否有谈过恋爱时，我给的回答让他们把奇怪的眼神投在我身上？！我本来就不是个漂亮和讨人喜欢的女生！这样都看不出吗？！我一定要交男朋友，我的中学生涯才完整？！长到酱大没有人追是一件很丢脸的事情吗？！（有时候会看着身边的好朋友全都一对一对，我被逼做电灯泡或红娘时，或被别人批评时会pekcek一下下）
我时常被我认识或不认识的人投诉。“我的***讲你很凶叻！”，“我的***将你不好相处！”。。。等等类似的话。不然就，“我的***讲你怎样怎样！”我知道我不是一个讨人喜欢，圆滑，会把人际关系搞好的人，所以我有想过只要永远在实验室里与仪器作伴，我就不太需要常常与别人接触。在不懂什么情况之下，我又跑来读经济与金融，以后的职业应该必须要有很好的人际关系，应酬。我最不喜欢做的事情就是应酬，为了别人的眼光而改变自己，但这应该是生存的不变定律，为什么我要常常做我不喜欢的事？！我不想应酬时，别人就会觉得我冷漠高傲，但当我努力做个讨人喜欢的人时，别人却觉得我做作。拿捏分寸就是我真的非常不在行的事。我到底该怎么办才会让人喜欢？（虽然我懂，有人喜欢你，当然也有人讨厌你，不需太在意，但是这个问题我想了好久好久）
我会常常看一些正面或鼓励的短文或句子，不然我就会继续emo。
分享一段刚刚在fb看到的，“一生中有两条路要走，一条是必须走的路，一条是想要走的路。你一定要走完必须走的路，才能走你想要走的路。” 这句话让我觉得，必须走的路就是戴上假面具，应酬，赚够我下半辈子所需要的钱；要走的路就是自己一个人生活，不理别人怎么看，不需要迁就别人，自给自足，过自己想要的生活。
也许你会觉得我很无聊，想这些来干嘛？或者认为我很幼稚！随你，who care?!
Tuesday, September 4, 2012
new place, new people, new life
Finally, I am here for study. Beijing, China! Hope that I will be fine here for next four years. I am proud and happy that I am a Malaysian.
My school will start on next Monday! According to my senior, this week should be the last week for me to relax! After that, I have to study hard and of course study smart!( hope so!) playing, traveling, visiting some special place, n bla bla bla, I went to bird nest and shui li fang today! They are really big big n big!
As the university's campus is quite large so bicycle was the first thing I bought after arriving Beijing. Hope that I wont fell down or any accident happen on me! (praying...XD)
The first time I leave my house so far away for study, no any special feeling, still in travelling mode, maybe because of school havent start yet! homesick? please away from me! touch wood, till now i havent start homesick-ing yet! (proud?!!haha) ya, leaving home means I have to everything myself, no one have the responsibility to take care of me, no one should do so...haiz...Jia you! waisum, you can do it!
I promised that I will graduate from tsinghua in 2016! I must!!! good luck to myself and all my friends who are studying or going to study in uni! I miss my friends so much!
My school will start on next Monday! According to my senior, this week should be the last week for me to relax! After that, I have to study hard and of course study smart!( hope so!) playing, traveling, visiting some special place, n bla bla bla, I went to bird nest and shui li fang today! They are really big big n big!
As the university's campus is quite large so bicycle was the first thing I bought after arriving Beijing. Hope that I wont fell down or any accident happen on me! (praying...XD)
The first time I leave my house so far away for study, no any special feeling, still in travelling mode, maybe because of school havent start yet! homesick? please away from me! touch wood, till now i havent start homesick-ing yet! (proud?!!haha) ya, leaving home means I have to everything myself, no one have the responsibility to take care of me, no one should do so...haiz...Jia you! waisum, you can do it!
I promised that I will graduate from tsinghua in 2016! I must!!! good luck to myself and all my friends who are studying or going to study in uni! I miss my friends so much!
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