Showing posts with label 发牢骚。. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 发牢骚。. Show all posts

Friday, March 29, 2013

never thought about it

YOU! It's YOU! You are lucky if you read this post but the probability is really low! DON'T TALK TO ME THIS FEW DAYS! I am not sure whether I will not angry with you anymore and not going to scold!
What are you thinking??! I thought you were clever, at least you won't do something stupid like this, but you disappointed me! Today is really not my day! I have no mood to study but exam is around the corner! It's not worth to get a bad result because of you! at least not you! never ever!
It's a lesson for me not to trust people easily, not to do something stupid like this anymore!
I wont feel bad that I treated you in that way as I treated you as my really good friend before but you disappointed me! 

Thursday, November 29, 2012

到底还要多久才能摆脱这种折磨!!!

我还要维持这种“不舒服”到什么时候?只要这次的演出结束后,我要开始闭关,一方面是要努力读书,另一方面要避免我之前的努力全部白费,那么我应该可以忘记那种感觉,应该能!
听到你的诉苦,我没有什么反应,这是应该的!那我算成功了吗?!
但是,我很感谢你会把这种想法告诉我...真的谢谢!

我不应该有那种不正常的想法,我不要变成自己讨厌的那种人!!!就恢复以前的心态!做自己就好!开心就好!一直想着别人的看法和感受,非常累!

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

心痛

第一次有那么心痛的感觉,除了痛,就只有这里很常讲的“羡慕,嫉妒,恨”...
你...值得吗?为什么要做那么无聊的事?!

Monday, October 1, 2012

xxx

根据“老人家”说的,室友间一定会有摩擦,但没想到才一个月就。。。是我不够大方?为什么大家同龄,有什么事情不是他告诉我,而是他的父母告诉我该怎么做?我的问题?你女儿那么大了,还需要你出面吗?需要用长辈和金钱的姿势压我吗?我没有反驳,就只因为我尊重你是长辈,我不出声不代表我好欺负,谢谢。

Thursday, May 17, 2012

teacher's day

yesterday was teacher's day. dunno which student's parents bought a cake for teachers, yummy! chocolate cake. But after cake, bad things came! They purposely made me angry...Evil children! Why that devil came back again? Those days without her, my class was peace, while she appeared,...(dont know how to describe but really really bad!) She disturbed others' study mood, everything seem ok without her!!!! She even asked her dad to call her friend's parents why  her friend dont want to friend with her...crazy kids!

but I really happy a student gave me a handmade key chain. There are pictures which was coloured by her in the plastic key chain...I asked why she had two (one for me and another one was hers) but her friends have only one, she said because she want to do it for me! I dont know whether it is the truth, but I was very happy...this present is meaningful and priceless for me! Theirs "happy teacher's day" can make me happy even just a phrase.(although I really angry and thought of dont want to be a tutor again) Thank you.

and Happy Teacher's Day to all teachers!!!

Thursday, April 19, 2012

quite sad

I really tried my best to be a good tutor. I very sad when I knew that my students talk something bad about me, maybe this I what I have to accept as I did this to my teacher too.
Maybe I am too strict to them, I scold them quite often...
I hope that I can enjoy my job until August, hope so!
It is too suffer if I dislike my job, that's why they said that we need dream to support our lives! We have to get a job that we like1
It's so true!

Sunday, November 14, 2010

中风 vs 半身不遂

每一天都看着密密麻麻的字
要不断的输入进脑里面
就算我存档了很多很多次
都没有用
读过的东西好像脑残般不断地“自动外泄”
我就快中风了
半身不遂
开始语无伦次了
别人好像都听不懂我在讲什么
我跟别人沟通的天线一定是断了断了断了
不然,就是我对别人的期望太大
以为别人能够了解我
早就认清了别人没有必要
没有这个义务要了解我
只是不愿面对现实
我要永远当小孩
什么都不用想

心情的起伏蛮大
有时可以兴奋到读不到书
也可以低落到不懂要讲什么
有时我觉得自己是乐观的
有时是悲哀的
我发觉我越来越有讨人厌的性质了
已经变成反射性的动作
还有8天
8天
可能是我的死期
也可能是我美好前途的第一步
就看我这几天的造化了

讲点开心的
真的是让人兴奋
没有想到会在这种情况下遇见
虽然被一直被泼冷水
但是那种感觉没那么容易熄灭
开心到
有想把每一件事都办好的感觉
不懂是不是太多了
多到反效果

Saturday, September 18, 2010

exam----ing

SEJARAH


i hate it
why should we study for sejarah?
Is it useful for our future?
furthermore, the contents are totally...
The add math a...
i didnt concentrate on that before
when i saw the past year paper
erm...
can those knowledge just transfer into my brain by the wires
maybe...
bluetooth...
or anyelse...
like the doraemon
just need to eat that loaf of bread
ya...dreaming
dreaming
dreaming
bread...i love you very much!!!

Thursday, June 24, 2010

boooooooommm

我的脑就快爆炸了
一下子一大堆东西炸进我的脑
有时候我不懂要给什么反应的时候
就只会笑
傻笑...
整个发神经
家里又有个好像是更年期
每天每个小时每一分每一秒
随时都有可能会轰炸我的耳朵
整个不定时炸弹
搞不好那一天我真的会进到tanjung rambutan
不用惊讶
这是绝对有可能的事情

Saturday, May 29, 2010

exam is over aaaaaaa

haha
finally exam is over
haiz
i cant imagine why my moral fail
i have already worked hard on it
worried about whether i can get more than 60 in my report card...
i think the next one will be physics

yesterday is wesak day
i didnt go to temple but i am still busy
because of my uncle's wedding
they ask me to take photo
i checked just now
i took 500 photos
this is a lot for me
but i just saw myself in 5 photos

Friday, April 2, 2010

讨厌愚人节!!

愚人节一点都不快乐!
因为我妈妈的一个开玩笑
妹妹的陷害
害我被爸爸又打又骂
爸爸还没有搞清楚状况
就乱骂人
乱打人
自己心情不好
也不用拿我出气的咯,好不好
骂就好啦
还要打
妈妈酱多东西不讲
拿这种事开玩笑
又不是不懂爸爸的脾气
莫名其妙

愚人节绝对不会快乐
千万不要乱开玩笑
你不会懂
即将会发生什么事的